Adventures in the life of a club promoter The Ballad of Steven the Tank

Number Two

#2 how do I hate you. Your the worst number ever just followed by 3 or maybe 4. Everything so far for the last few years have been governed or influenced by you. When I was younger I never came 2nd to nothing. Is this my punishment or payment for rising so fast in the ranks of my career or for something I've done bad in this or in another life. All I know is that I'm tiered of coming in 2nd place as a dance partner, boy friend, lover, friend and now even an employee. Why must I always wait, put my hopes and dreams on hold and/or changing my plans for everyone else...when is it Steven's turn. Maybe that day isn't going to come. People say when life gives you lemons make lemonade...I say fuck you life and shove those fucking lemons up your god damn ass. I guess I'll never know the answer and I should keep pushing ahead...but this tank is running out of gas fast and is tiered of ALL the Fake Bitch Ass Niggas out there that smile and shake my hand just cause the want something from me. Blah why do I write these things down it does no good.....

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